Tuesday, January 03, 2006
i find dat dis days, i'm too fan3 dat i have no extra time to feel sad. it's q farny actually. oh wells.. i think i'd rather b fan3 than sad lah :)
he's not even gone yet n i kinda miss him alr. so sian. wad's happening to me?! i'm damn confused. sigh but at least it'll give me time to straighten out my thoughts. mayb by the end of dis mth, i'll alr have the answers to all the questions?
n last nite, i dreamt of sth sad dat cant happen in reality. sumtimes i feel lyk i'm just living in my dreams.
my bday's coming! n i'v alr received a v special bday prez.. will receive another 1 from a v special fren whom i meet once or twice a yr cos he'd rem my bday every yr. i think in life, it's best not to expect anything so when gd things happen, u'll b pleasantly surprised. when bad things befall, u wun b
dat adversely affected.
i cant stop listening to the songs. oh gosh.. it's really v nice tho some parts r damn farny n makes me wanna laugh. i'm v touched. but it makes me even more lost n confused :( i dowan to do the wrong thing n hurt any1 in the process. neither do i wan to get hurt.
y do things always hafta b so complicated? arghs
random thoughts at 7:44:00 AM
